17 But let your hand be on the man of your right hand,
the son of man whom you have made strong for yourself!
18 Then we shall not turn back from you;
give us life, and we will call upon your name! Ps 80:17-18
I find this same concept in places in the Bible. Here, Asaph asks God to save them through the king or possibly the nation (vs 14-15). He could be talking about asking for the Messiah to come and that is certainly the way some have looked at it. But I think he is talking about the king that is currently on the throne. In the psalm, he has asked for God to turn and restore the nation probably just before Jerusalem was destroyed or the first time Babylon took away captive, so I don’t think he had the Messiah in mind. What I see is someone, or a people, who are in desperate need and ask for deliverance before they will repent. This is a foxhole prayer. Save me from the enemy then I will go to church.
When I was in the Navy and flying over the ocean. I had been working in a back compartment and had returned to my seat as the radioman. I looked out my window and it was covered with oil. The propeller on the one engine was not turning. I put on my headset and listened to the conversation between the pilot and another aircraft. The other plane identified itself as “Dumbo 73.” I thought, wait, Dumbo is a designation for a search and rescue plane. My plane was search and rescue plane but the pilot was using standard designation. That’s when it hit me. While I was in the back, the engine on our plane sprung a leak and was shut down. The other plane was coming to escort us back to Midway Island and rescue us if we went into the drink.
That’s when I, a non-believing catholic prayed. “Lord if you get us back safely, I’ll go to church every Sunday. Then I stopped and said, no, I probably won’t do that, but I’d still like to get back safely.” I wanted to bargain with God. And quite frankly, it is still a temptation and in some ways, I think I still do.
Lord, help me serve you without any hidden agenda or motivation. You have already saved me so help me serve you without any “ifs.”