17 But let your hand be on the man of your right hand,
the son of man whom you have made strong for yourself!
18 Then we shall not turn back from you;
give us life, and we will call upon your name! Ps
80:17-18
I find this same concept in places in the Bible. Here, Asaph
asks God to save them through the king or possibly the nation (vs 14-15). He could
be talking about asking for the Messiah to come and that is certainly the way
some have looked at it. But I think he is talking about the king that is
currently on the throne. In the psalm, he has asked for God to turn and restore
the nation probably just before Jerusalem was destroyed or the first time
Babylon took away captive, so I don’t think he had the Messiah in mind. What I see
is someone, or a people, who are in desperate need and ask for deliverance before
they will repent. This is a foxhole prayer. Save me from the enemy then I will
go to church.
When I was in the Navy and flying over the ocean. I had been
working in a back compartment and had returned to my seat as the radioman. I looked
out my window and it was covered with oil. The propeller on the one engine was
not turning. I put on my headset and listened to the conversation between the
pilot and another aircraft. The other plane identified itself as “Dumbo 73.” I thought,
wait, Dumbo is a designation for a search and rescue plane. My plane was search
and rescue plane but the pilot was using standard designation. That’s when it
hit me. While I was in the back, the engine on our plane sprung a leak and was
shut down. The other plane was coming to escort us back to Midway Island and
rescue us if we went into the drink.
That’s when I, a non-believing catholic prayed. “Lord if you
get us back safely, I’ll go to church every Sunday. Then I stopped and said, no,
I probably won’t do that, but I’d still like to get back safely.” I wanted to
bargain with God. And quite frankly, it is still a temptation and in some ways,
I think I still do.
Lord, help me serve you without any hidden agenda or
motivation. You have already saved me so help me serve you without any “ifs.”